It sometimes takes a departure of a loved one for someone to realise the value of life and what they are really missing out on. But even then life really have to go on.
12/5/06
last week thursday, my uncle from my father side had departed suddenly, leaving everyone quite stunned, especially he is the youngest of the brothers. Then that time, my aunt's sister had just picked the wrong time talking my ear off on some health supplement,and poor dumb me was like nodding, as i was feelin really groggy after finished my exam paper on that sat. well after bidding a final farewell to him on mon, it was actually the first time that i saw my father cried even though i didn't exactlly see the tears, cos normally i have seen him when he's angry, jovial or serious, just not this but i couldn't blame him as it was really so sudden, actually i didn't want to cry as i felt that it will be considered as weak but i just couldn't help it. Even my hated sum ko po took it very badly and cried very badly, even though, i didn't like her because she snobbed my mother, i just put it aside and offered her my packet of tissue paper, as i'm really a softie, like my father said like a beancurd. Yar, so after heading back to my aunt's place sum ku po was about to give her regards and take her leave, so she went up to the house, intending to hug my cousin causing everyone to watch her in stunned silence,
it turned out that she hugged my cousin's uncle, and he was too stunned to do anything to her.
Man it was really priceless, as everyone was howling with laughter at her blunder. well as usual, she went to blame on my father as he did nothin to it as she just suddenly hugged the person without even checking.
20/5/06
Anyway the good thing is i have finished my last paper today, so its holiday until i recieved my results. hopefully i can pass or able to appeal cos if that happens then hetia la vesta uni and aloha working life. i really did my best and studied for it, i really swear. that time i read my transport management paper, i nearly cried tears of joy as i didnt bother to spot question while studin, i sort of know what the question is asking me and how to answer it in my own words, so i practically wrote a bull shit story, all thanks to my fanfiction writing skills and fanfiction.net. but somehow 10 questions with a expectation to write a 2 pages answer each is not enough FOR 3 HOUR PAPER FOR THE LOVE OF MIKE! DAMNIT!
Anyway luckily i managed to answer 10 qs but the last 4 questions with 3 sentences each and first 4 qns abt a page each, as my mind was quite hazy and oops i did a doodle on the question paper, too bad i couldn't bring it back home. hopefully the marker didn't notice it. At the same time my left arm is cramped and sore due to it! ahh finally now i can really do some doodle, watch anime, play some game and update the fanfictions and scan the pictures. gyahhh stupid scanner, it's getting so creative that my penciled sketches became so crooked after scanning them. Anyway that's all for today and ouch.
Tomorrow, my father has invited my aunt to have dinner as they were hit with the worse with my uncle's loss and i had actually wanted not to attend the dinner, so that they have more to eat and make it easier as i somehow felt quite left out when they are here and i just dun click with my cousins, i sort of hinted to my mother but not my father as i just didn't want to hurt him or give him wrong ideas. after my mother's 'persuasion' powers, i just change my mind for, what a softie i am, practically hopeless dun u all think so?
Clubs that I want to join:
GYAHHH
*Currently rubbing hands in anticipation of getting the Nintendo DS lite soon*
Joy
cant seem to do anything except slp. well my voice sound so weak and sound like a guy that really freaked out some people.
bleh there
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oops almost forgot, still got the exams, and still need to revise, sigh oh well. at least got back my scanner.
